This is me right now. I am a "worrier". I stress myself out about everything. Even the small things that I have no control over. I am a happy and talkative person, but when my mind is "over loaded", I tend to be a little kept to myself. I think maybe because I am going over oh about 5,897,732 things. So lately at work everyone is asking, "Are you ok?" and of course my reply is always, "Yes, just have a lot on my mind". Which is the truth, but I am not going to give an in depth detail of why I am stressed out. When really they want to know why am I not smiling like I always am?
So today I am trying to sort all of these things out. Trying to get my mind in some kind of order. Which when tomorrow comes will not matter, because I will be worrying about something else. Be it big or small , I'll be worrying. "A" ( the hubby) worries about NOTHING. For Instance: If I were to walk in and say "Honey, we are broke, we are about to be homeless, our car caught on fire, and I lost my job" and I can tell you what his response would be. "Well it will all be ok, we will figure it out " and he would not stress out about it. Me on the other hand would have a sudden cardiac death. It would be an "OV situation" (OV as in o-v-e-r) as I say.
So, before I wrote this little blog entry I sat down and wrote a list out of things that I am worrying about at the very moment( none of them do I have any control), but I am going to work on them one day at a time.
Do any of you worry about everything like me or do you just let it all roll off your back?